Stealing back what I threw away

California changes people.

Even if it was only a 5 day visit to touch bases with the extended family, I feel changed.

I'm a virtual reality-holic.
I've always drank alcohol. Always smoked something, and been associated with many other bad habits, and addictive substances, but I never got "hooked".

I grew up in neverland.
I never came to grips with the idea that one day i would be financially independent, and responsible for my own well being.

I never wanted to be an asshole
The world just started moving and I never had the footing to make my own way entirely.

I went with the rift of the world, in my own way.
Today I'm coming back to reality, and taking control of my life.

C'est la vue de la vie.